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Loving You by omegaweasel, literature

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Loving You

I do not know ... What you see in me What I showed you Was not very pretty Still, you tried your best To let me know How you are the one No matter how much I tried to stay away You remained behind Patiently, waiting for your time I’m sorry That it took so long My heart was broken too many times It takes awhile Before, I can trust again Now that I have… Will it be enough Will you still be happy That you love being mine I know There are many scars There may be a few tears Hidden well within Still With all the stories That I have to tell Not once Did you think I needed to be fixed I was perfect, still am Just how I am It do

If he could only seeIn the he by omegaweasel, literature

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If he could only seeIn the he

If He Only Knew If he could only see In the heavens above All the Angels sing "Why would such a beautiful child Would be so hurt That he wants to die If he could only see The beauty that hides inside" In all his life He worked hard Always trying his best Still it would never be enough The endless mockery The endless hurt ate him up slowly inside All he wanted Was so simple For him it was impossible Still he worked hard He still believed He still dreamed That what he was doing was right When he saw her He could not help but to love her He could not help but to believe her He would do anything for her He thought she would be so differen

Am I Good Enough? by omegaweasel, literature

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Am I Good Enough?

8/25/2012 Am I good enough? I have waited long enough I have worked so hard Why are you silent with me I thought you were My best of friends Through the darkest of moment We were each other's hope When everyone else thought We were just too broken Together we were... Always good enough When life just gets too hard And you need to cry so much Others say you are too much I was always here to understand All you needed was a friend Why have you become so silent To me? Am I no longer good enough? Am I too broken? Did I speak out too much? Did I care too much? I am sorry I tried too hard To listen... To understand What yo

You're my damn disease by omegaweasel, literature

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You're my damn disease

January 3, 2012 Would it matter... Even if they knew the truth They would not care to know Or to even understand Who I truly am I am not so simple I am so complex That I don't even understand How I can be this way Always in a mental disarray Still, all I desire of life Is so easy Is so simple But the gift of reality Is too complex Frustrating to no ends Why do I even bother to try Why do I even believe In all that I was raised by Why do I even trust anyone They will just fuck me over in the end After they find no use for me Why do I give everyone So much damn respect All they ever gave me Was so much of their shit I

My Wish by omegaweasel, literature

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My Wish

10/20/2011 Dear God, Of all the prayers I made Of all the request I asked There is just one I wish to come true above them all Now that you answered I can't help but to say It just seems unfair... She has to be so far from me I know, it seems so strange I may be a little crazy I just know after knowing her She has become the world to me Maybe It's the way she looks at me Maybe It's how she speaks to me Maybe It's how I think of her When I wake each morning Maybe When I hear a song I hear her sing to me When ever the sun shines my way I think of how she smiles for me When ever the moon lights up the night I think of

I did not mean to by omegaweasel, literature

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I did not mean to

9/17/2011 I'm sorry my dear... I did not intend to fall in love with you I could not help To take your hands and help you run From all your life's misery All you ever wanted Was to be loved gently And truthfully Sometimes reality Can be so cruel And so cold This was not your first time And still you tried You refused to give up You continued to believe And now I see you cry With a broken heart One more time I could not stand To see you cry Once more...not this time I know... I was never your first choice Always last on your mind I just want... You to always know You were always first in mine Even though you are D

My Place in Life by omegaweasel, literature

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My Place in Life

9/13/2011 Why is it so hard for me to live so hard to breathe, so hard to believe I have lived with this burden for too long Wandering aimlessly in a cold cruel world It feels like weights tied tight to my ankles It feels like rusted anchors tied to a ship for too long Without a place I could ever call home Without a person I could come home to So alone in my hurt So alone with my sorrows What hope do I have To continue on What faith do I have To believe once again I have run out of tears That I have quietly hide From prying eyes From caring hearts Where is my Angel The one I can go to With all my hurt and sorrow And t

As long as I knew by omegaweasel, literature

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As long as I knew

8/30/2011 I never was much All I ever had just one hope All I ever had desired was to know You were happy For all that I had done for you I don't have the wealth To buy you fancy gifts I just have the desire To see you smile If the day turns dark and cold If the rivers stop their flows If the seas become silent If my moment becomes the last The world could fall part It would not matter Even with a broken-heart I would not care As long as I knew... I was the one who put a smile on your face I was the one who put warmth into your heart I was the one who gave you hope when you had none I was the one who had the faith to bel

Just A moment more by omegaweasel, literature

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Just A moment more

8/29/2011 If I could have one wish, just one wish I would not ask for the wealth of the world I would not ask for any glory or fame I would asked to have one more moment with you Before the time finally comes And It becomes the last moment I will have with you I could ask for anything else in the world There would be nothing I could ever find That could ever be compared to you Just one more moment To stare straight in your eyes And see all the love you have within Just one more moment To have your head on my shoulders To hold you in my arms Just one more moment To sit right beside you To watch the sunrise Just one more mome

Just a Moment by omegaweasel, literature

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Just a Moment

8/29/2011 It's just a moment...but it was enough To know there is no doubt You are the one that is right for me I can tell with a simple smile For so long I wandered alone Drowning in all my sorrows I had forgotten all I knew of that word Then one day, you came into my life You never said much but I could tell With a simple look, with a simple smile Everyone said I was crazy They all said it was too soon That all may someday be true I have worked too hard for too long To give up a chance on happiness so soon Even if it will last just one moment It will be the best moment of my life

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Loving You by omegaweasel, literature

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Loving You

If he could only seeIn the he by omegaweasel, literature

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If he could only seeIn the he

Am I Good Enough? by omegaweasel, literature

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Am I Good Enough?

You're my damn disease by omegaweasel, literature

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You're my damn disease

My Wish by omegaweasel, literature

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My Wish

I did not mean to by omegaweasel, literature

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I did not mean to

My Place in Life by omegaweasel, literature

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My Place in Life

As long as I knew by omegaweasel, literature

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As long as I knew

Just A moment more by omegaweasel, literature

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Just A moment more

Just a Moment by omegaweasel, literature

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Just a Moment

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Heartbreak by Kimbarlee123, literature

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Heartbreak

Your gone, I'm lost, emotions run free I can't believe you would do this to me Without a notice, without a goodbye Every promise you made to me was a lie The day we met, I regret it all I can't believe we met that fall My love was real, your love was fake Every kiss we shared was a foolish mistake If I could go back to the past, I would If only you knew and understood how I felt back then, how I feel today If only you wouldn't have moved away The memories you left me bring sorrow and pain A fatal road, a broken lane Each day I wait, from dusk till' dawn the day I finally, truly move on. ~

Just One More... by BeyondMyTouch89, literature

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Just One More...

The world fades to dark, Wind blowing softly. The sounds of the world, Silenced under hushed breath. Just one more chance, Just one more kiss, Just one more second, Just one more dance. The moon high, The birds fly across the sky. Bats are still, The graves around me barren. Just one more chance, Just once more dance, Just one more kiss, Just one more word. The grave beneath my feet The ground hasn't even settled. What is that saying, The graves not even cold yet. Just one more second, Just one more minute, Just one more hour, Just one more day. The tomb marked only With a small marker. The only thing that adorned,

Not By You... by lyricalwakeman, literature

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Not By You...

I look at your picture The simplicity of it gets to me You're eyes, bright and sparkling You're hair, elegant and beautiful You look older You look numb You look colder Like someone hurt you I think that was my fault You're just as I remember Maybe more beautiful Maybe more scared Less trusting of the people around you Like you're so afraid of another broken heart That you no longer hide it in your body at all It's somewhere else And you're colder I can see it in your eyes The ones that used to fill me with hope The ones inspired countless songs The life is no longer there in them, All that's left is a cold stare And

Just for you by snoga, literature

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Just for you

I remember the day I thought you were dying I didn't know what to do I just knew I couldn't lose you I wanted things to change After always being the same We used to be so close We were just like twins I thought you'd always be there until the end But it didn't happen then But now I always see you in the same place But now you won't even look at my face Even though we used to be best friends I just hope you know I still care And I'll always be there Just for you I won't even leave you when the skies aren't blue I just hope you know I'll always love you And nothing else I've ever said has been this true I remember you told me

My Damsel in Distress by SinisterxArt, literature

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My Damsel in Distress

I search night and day for thee, who will share with me the ocean of stars, who will elegantly sing to me, until we both fall asleep in each others arms, I will search night and day for thee, until I find the right one, thee whose foot will fit my glass slipper, and only then will I be at peace and done. I was told love is not impossible to receive, Though why is it impossible to find you? I've searched through the cold land and the dark lonely sea, And yet have found still no clue, but I know my princess that in fact you are real, my lady of wonder who needs me, but where are you my damsel in distress? the one I shall protect

thinking of you by misshayleeelizabeth, literature

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thinking of you

As the days go on, i sit here in the dark with you in my fragile mind. With that smile and that face. I cant stop thinking about you. I want you here with me in your arms but i know it wont happen. i still hope and dream about it happening. I lay in my bed looking up the ceiling wondering what you are doing. Hoping you are well. Thinking of you is what i do because i think i love you. My mind dances in the night and my dreams are happy with you in them. I smile at the thought of you next to me with your warm arms wrapped around me. Saying 'i love you too' I sighed then closed my eyes to get back to Thinking of you......

Our Story by ThirdCorner, literature

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Our Story

Raindrops of Her darkest fears She's been crying All these years. He's a mess He's a wreak But he won't tell her… Not just yet. Her mistake Or saving grace She won't say But it's all over her face. Tear her image Out of his head Will he ever find sleep Within his bed? Last chance She has to know Does he feel more Than he shows? All those memories Speak so loudly Until one day it stops him From walking so proudly. Please hear me out. I want you to stay. I need you now. I'll show you the way.

Foerver and Always by jaw-art, literature

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Foerver and Always

You are beautiful, gorgeous, creative and fun But most amongst these, like a thief on the run, You've stolen my heart but I ask it not back I give you my love and leave it at that. You are handsome, courageous, loyal and pure I was sick with a lonely heart, you were my cure You stiched up my wounds and stopped the blood flow now our true love can continue to grow. Forever and always together we'll be We have been bound for all eternity For we are one, our love has no end Now let our journey finally begin

Questions by playachan, literature

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Questions

When the reason you live for is gone When you just cant seem to move on When you tried tried everything to hold on When everything got out of control and torn Can you lie to yourself about loving someone? Can you pretend to feel love when there is none? What do you follow after losing your sun? Is that reason enough for life to be done? Why is it that some things leave you crying? Why is it that words can make you feel like flying? Why is it that signs can make you feel like dying? Why is it that sometimes we have to give up trying? If you could catch a star and hold onto it tight, would you do it? If you could find peace in yo

Fix Me Up by ella50-50, literature

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Fix Me Up

I know it wasn't your fault I know you hate to see my pain So keep me from what's hurting Stop me from doing it again Help me! You know what I'm doing You see the marks of my coping What? You think it'll just go away? What are you hoping? Fix me! The scars are fading into my skin But just sinking deeper into my soul They cut sharper than any knife Will I ever be whole? Save me! The crimson lines run down Colour fading with every tear Staining my porcelain skin Leaving behind a bigger fear Can anyone hear me? Can anyone heal me? Hello?

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Working on my second degree. I am taking photos and write poetry for fun. Right now I am taking Kung Fu for fun. It helps dealing with solitude frustrations of looking for a job.

I have skype, MSN, Yahoo, AOL and facebook. Ask and I will add you. I put my works in many location.

Current Residence: Home

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Elizabeth Baret Browning

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Halo

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Xbox

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omegaweasel

Oct 21, 2011

Candles

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Each of us are like a candle.  I never knew why candles are good analogy but I do now. When we are down for a long time. it's like the flames got put out by the cold and cruel realities of life. When "friends" try to help us but do not understand us as much as they claim.  When you make comments to compliment but you don't mean what you say but say it to be nice, it's like having the candle get covered with more wax.  it makes lighting it difficult and hard to figure out where the wick is with crap they say to make us feel good but doesn't. When family give us love but still do not understand, it's like they are trying to change the candle

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omegaweasel

Mar 22, 2011

Silly me

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I need to stop writing about something I don't believe in any more. Then again maybe I have a thread of hope.

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omegaweasel

Oct 28, 2010

A new journey

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I was willing to give everything and mabye some more. Alot of promises was made. I did my best to find the courage to be there, to love, to honor to cherish.  For several years I spent sleepless nights being there in a boring hospital After 5 years I was exhausted.  Being told so many times how I was at fault.  How I should have done more.  How I should have given more. How can I?  I had a full time job, and I went to school for 3/4 classes. I wanted another degree to make me happy and maybe improve my life.  The demands kept coming and often were not realistic.  I was exhausted and I became angry.  We got in a fight because she thought I